I am so excited to dive into my new series: “Overcoming Decorating Paralysis.” You can read all about the concepts I will be tackling in the intro post here. I think we are going to learn a lot from each other!
This one is wordy. Bear with me as I hash this out…
Before I go on.
I have something I want to share that I don’t want to dance around:
I want to tell you what I really truly think about decorating.
1. I love it with a passion. So much so that I write about it and work on it almost every day.
and, also:
2. It is a totally unnecessary luxury, one with which me must strive to seek careful balance.
there.
For two solid years I wrestled with God about even writing this blog and sharing my business with “the world” {*smile* that’s you!}.
Why the struggle?
For one, I have seen desperate poverty with my own eyes. Fed people under bridges. Stared in the eyes of begging children. Heard from orphans. Seen small children walk through sewage and live in filth. And even here, in America. And through God’s grace, He has not allowed me to forget a single one of these things. I know, from the depths of my being, how insignificant home decorating is in the grandest scheme of things.
And secondly, I believe to my core, and daily hope to live, these things:
“Better a meal of vegetables where there is love than a fattened calf with hatred.” – {from the Bible, Proverbs 15:17}
““Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.” – {from the Bible, Matthew 6:19-21}
I don’t believe we should live casually by these truths, but deeply and intentionally.
Hence, my wrestle… Would Fieldstone Hill be glorifying the very things that moth and rust destroy? The answer is: it could. It certainly could. And on some days… it probably does. And worse. It has probably discouraged someone. Or frustrated someone. Or defeated someone.
I don’t say these things to cut myself down, or to insult this blessing-of-a-business. On the contrary. I simply want to look at things from the right perspective. From a lasting perspective.
And, from a lasting perspective, lets face it: Decorating is not important.
And yet I cannot tear myself away from the thought:
men and women from all over the world have had and continue to have a longing and desire to add beauty to their homes. To create art. To be surrounded by peace and order that echoes the Beauty around us.
Were we meant to create beauty?
The truth is: I have discovered, slowly but surely, that anything, ANYTHING, can be used to bring Glory… to the Only Thing that matters.
Even interior decorating. Even our homes.
Our homes: used to build up workers, servers, friends, and families. Our homes that can serve if used toward that aim. Our homes CAN serve if we don’t hold on too tightly. If we keep our homes in perspective. If our homes work for us and for God…. not the other way around: us, striving and serving and working for our homes.
And I humbly say {and what a surprise it has been!} that Fieldstone Hill Design has been used to help others build up homes that serve. To add Beauty to the mundane. And even to shine Beauty in the creative blogosphere. And for that, I am so amazed and thankful. I have mercifully been shown that this is what I am supposed to be doing.
So, what about you?
Are you meant to create beauty?
To add order and peace to your surroundings. to this world?
If you are living in a situation where you are blessed with the ability to even think about such things as decorating your home, this is where the right perspective must come in. Before we can ever free ourselves from any sort of decorating paralysis… we need to know how our homes, and adding beauty to our homes, fits into the overall picture of our lives.
And I’m guessing that, if you read Fieldstone Hill Design, you love interior design too.
Has this love consumed you? Replaced something more important? Taken up too much brain space?
Has your dream for “things to be a certain way” inhibited the very things that you know are MOST important?
Are you serving your needs and wants and dreams for your home… or is your home serving your family and the greater Good?
How on earth are we to EVER to break out of any type of paralysis without dealing with the truth? FIRST.
{truth is. I can’t WAIT to hear what you have to say about this.}
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